oh ... I am so behind ... weeks are like days to me ... in my own e-mail and I have one letter sitting here that I fully intend to respond to that was sent to me last Christmas!!!!! Replies happen when they do ... or not... I like traveling on slow ...... friends (meaning me) are always glad whenever you write and when you don't they (me again) are glad you are doing whatever it is you are doing and just love the surprise of it all.
someone once said that I infuriated them because I am often talking in the 3rd person. I notice it happens and for some reason it does not bother me what person I am speaking in ... kinda weird in a nice way.
thank you pauline, I've been pleased lately with a lot of the things I'm making and doing. the shed's gotten very pretty and girly, but it's cherry blossom time, so pink's all over, and the azaleas (bright pink) are about to bloom, and the peonies are up and getting little buds this week.
mikaelah, I am very often happy these days. I'm going to see a wonderful counselor, she specializes in working with creative people. I'm more energetic, and more hopeful. I'm also taking antidepressants again, which was oh such a blow to my pride. but I didn't think it was right to keep on putting everyone through my periods of intense sadness the way I was, I know even though I tried to shield them from a lot of it that it's not really possible. so between the talking, and then the drugs, and now a lot of work outside (I've made seventy five dollars doing odd jobs - my first earned money in years and years) I seem to be doing okay. maybe instead of an email I'll make a video conversation, that would be fun.
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sweet dreaming!
oh mikaelah, I keep meaning to write a reply to your sweet email.
and beauty left in your wake...
oh ... I am so behind ... weeks are like days to me ... in my own e-mail and I have one letter sitting here that I fully intend to respond to that was sent to me last Christmas!!!!! Replies happen when they do ... or not... I like traveling on slow ...... friends (meaning me) are always glad whenever you write and when you don't they (me again) are glad you are doing whatever it is you are doing and just love the surprise of it all.
someone once said that I infuriated them because I am often talking in the 3rd person. I notice it happens and for some reason it does not bother me what person I am speaking in ... kinda weird in a nice way.
thank you pauline, I've been pleased lately with a lot of the things I'm making and doing. the shed's gotten very pretty and girly, but it's cherry blossom time, so pink's all over, and the azaleas (bright pink) are about to bloom, and the peonies are up and getting little buds this week.
mikaelah, I am very often happy these days. I'm going to see a wonderful counselor, she specializes in working with creative people. I'm more energetic, and more hopeful. I'm also taking antidepressants again, which was oh such a blow to my pride. but I didn't think it was right to keep on putting everyone through my periods of intense sadness the way I was, I know even though I tried to shield them from a lot of it that it's not really possible. so between the talking, and then the drugs, and now a lot of work outside (I've made seventy five dollars doing odd jobs - my first earned money in years and years) I seem to be doing okay. maybe instead of an email I'll make a video conversation, that would be fun.
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